blues Vs Donald

well its a little bit weird, i'm blogging in the middle of the day.

But, I miss to write what I feel.

and the tittle a bit funny too Blues Vs Donald but there's a meaning behind that.

at the end of this blogging, you will know what's the meaning of my title.

a. let's start with my life now, i'm a bit happy now and can take it easy for what happened even though every single night still thinking how hard it is. There is a quote said " if you cry at trouble it grows double, if you learns to laugh at trouble, it disappears like bubble".

b. i have a very big imagination, I wish if there's a time capsule, so I can go to the future and see what will happen with my future or I wish I can go back to my past and change it like in doraemon.

c. Knowing that i still live with my parents is a bit sucks for me. I need my freedom, i don't want someone take control of my life, I want my life is my rule. Moving out from parent's home doesn't mean that we cut the family tree right? I just want to live on my own way.

d. Start to get depressed with my job. oh noooo....this job really pumping my heart so well. For the past of this week, almost every night I dream about this job. There's one night I dreamt I got fired and I cried on that dream, cried so hard until I wake up from my dream, I cried for sure.

over...over...and over....thinking and talk to myself, do you really can do this job mel?

e. hmm I dont want to work, I just want to travelling around and around. hahahaha *plakkkk* wake up mel, everyone want to do same thing like me. There are a lot of place I really want to visit. Ahhh the reason why I keen on this job? I want the money then go for travelling hehehehe

f. Blues Vs donald, hahaha it's only one person knows what does it mean, I give a question, Blues Vs Donald and you answer blues...well boy oh boy....you choose her. It's a bit sad, you keep your feeling on her and never let her go from your mind. You even keep all things and everything about her. She become your priority in every way.

g. Finally tomorrow is saturday, yeayyyyyy and can't hardly wait for Sunday, the Indovision's people will come to set up my cable tv and i can watch a good channel, wowww really exciting hahahahaha

-MeL-