November 30th, 2012
Missing you isn't that hurts but knowing that I once had you that breaks my heart most.
I'm not afraid of telling you my feeling, but what I fear is what you will say back.
Being broken hearted and having broken ribs are almost the same, looks like perfectly fine outside, but every single breath hurts inside.
Crying is the only way how your eyes speak when your mouth can't explain how things made your heart broken. isn't it normal?
How do you feel when you can't get the person that you really want? isn't it makes you really frustrated much?
What do you do when the one you can't have is the one who's always on your mind?
I don't understand our relationship. Sometimes we're friends, sometimes we're more than friends and sometimes I'm just a stranger to you.
Do you know how it feels to love someone who doesn't love you? It's like waiting for a boat at the airport!
No one realized including you just how much I love you until you left me and they saw the silent tears coming from my heart.
I miss the way things used to be..the way we used to be...
Sometimes, I just want to run to see if you'll want me back....
Sometimes, you just have to smile, pretend everything is okay, hold back your tears and just walk away....
-MeL-
