just take me away !!!

Dear god, why you just dont take me away from this life?
I've been try once but I'm still stuck living my life right now.
I'm tired god, I'm totally tired, why you don't just take my life? so everybody around me not getting hurt and pissed and the other way...
My heart broke into small pieces,not just about love...
My soul and my physics they all just screaming, please stopppp, we are tired...
I'm totally tired.....

Dear god, just take away my life, I'm just asking you a simple thing....
I don't want to live this life anymore, if you love me, just take me away......fact no one care and it will be good for everyone....
God, pleasseeeee just take it away...I insist...
The more I live this life, the more I will push away people around me, so whats the point live with no other people hanging around me??

Or is there some kind of capsule or a machine that can erase our memory?
Or is there somethingg can make our feeling become numb?
Or hitting my head hardly can make me feel numb?

many times

arrggghhhh kesell kesellll kesellllll €#*@)/,!?;'")@!,m*#!?!!

Is there anyone can invent doraemon? well I want to go back to my past fix it and go to future to see what will happen, this is sound interesting

fucking traffic and meeting

I'm so pissed man !!!!!
Fucking jakarta and traffic !!!!!
I need a new job !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

singaporean

All singaporean girl is a bitch !!!!!!!!
I hate them, I even hate the country
I even feel sick whenever I heard 'singapore' !!!!!!!
'f______ youuuuuu'

freeze

I'm hoping that I fall sick so I can bed rest, doing nothing, sleeping all day long, and not thinking anything.
just go into a dream land. Hmm.... sometimes being sick isn't a bad idea.

-mel-